Siren Song

I got your siren song wedged my head like a hatchet
Blood trickles from my ears as you stand their laughin
Your gut wrenching words burn red like eyeball scratches
Sing one more verse and I swear to jump out into traffic

There's sick sick thoughts that are breaking bad inside me
And Id break my neck to curse you if you stood behind me
Im livin on fumes and smoke so go ahead and try me
And nothing left to lose means smiling while Im dying

I aint got much and I overheard I lost my way
I stay stoned and lonely in an unfamiliar place
So I spend my time with my eyes out of my face
Its the life I have to live and I know its not a phase
So go ahead with your jokes ending in my name
Because I stand unphased in your fire and the flame
I learned that all your trials were nothing but a game
And Im but a marionette hanging from your string

So were those years just kindness or pretense
We lived a lifetime of fake smiles and pretend
All those lies we told become truth now in the end
And I wont be your friend
Theres no "remember when"

Could you be the one that held me down
Or did I do it to myself
Cause now that I have finally drowned
I wont ever breath your name
Through a wire stitched mouth
when my corpse falls in the dirt
I will curse your name to the worms in the ground